I am often frustrated at my lack of perfection. I have so many goals and dreams and ideas of what I want to be and how to do it. Because of this, I often get really discouraged, because I am not Superwoman! (Or ElastiGirl...which is what Bria has taken to calling me lately.) I just can't do it all, and sometimes I am more concerned about the things I didn't do than I am the things I did do.
I have a friend who writes her to do list for the day, and at the end of the day writes a completely different list of what she actually did. Maybe I should start doing that, because even if I don't do everything on my daily list, I do some of it. And a lot of other stuff that never even makes it to the list....stuff that is way more important, like kissing owies and changing diapers and cuddling and reading with the kids.
I also have decided to make just one small goal each week....something that's easy for me to do. The hope is that I will have made it into a habit by the end of the week and so when I'm focusing on another small goal, the first will still be in place. I also hope this will help me to feel more productive and less disorganized.
My goal for this week is to read to the kids every single day. So far, I've done it four days in a row. It makes me feel a little better about myself as a mom. Besides, I love reading to them, I just haven't made the time necessary for it recently.
A little at a time, one small goal each week, perfection attained by next year! (At least I'll be closer, right?)